Lyrics Losing Control - Calist

Were losing control
I can't keep a hold on you
I won't let you go
I thought you should know the truth
Were losing control
You can't keep a hold on me
You won't let me go
I thought you should know the truth
Were losing control

Should have known from the start, that I'd depart
Got a, place in my heart
Impression, really left a mark
But I can't, stay here and chat
My ride is, waiting out back
We gotta, just face the facts
I'm leaving, got a plane to catch
You see my
Life is too fast and its only increasing
I slowed down to catch a breath and you stopped me from breathing
But I think, that we just met during opposite seasons
I found you down and out, fighting like all of your demons
And I did my best to put up some confrontation
To help you fight them demons, build walls, and form segregation
To give you that divide between demise and affirmation
But it is no surprise after some time you would get acclimated
And I, understand my absence a heavy weight
All you can take, is right now and our separation
Is more than you can bare, I can't compare
To what you been through, or how you might fare
So let me just, take this time to apologize
For falling in love with you at the wrong time
But you know, life full of lessons for us to learn
Even if the hardest mean we gotta let our love burn
So let it burn

And I don't, want to lose you
Feeling like were drifting, so far away
Oh, and you don't, want to give up
But so much mistrust, has led you astray
Oh, Were losing, losing control
No more control, is all I can say
Oh, were losing, losing control
No more control, we've lost our way

Argue all the time, bringing up specifics
Tears in your eyes are as blue as the Pacific
And I'm so sick of, the way I make you feel
Offered you my love when I knew it was a raw deal
And you, took it and ran, knowing the expiration
A couple months passed, undercut by inflation
We question its worth, our loves turned catatonic
Distance a killer, time difference is catastrophic and I
Have to call it how I see it
If you are better off without me than so be it
Bringing up the past is tough, I'd rather leave it
But to love another body now feels like treason
I love to say our names, how they sound, every synonym
Break up harder to swallow than some spoon fulls of cinnamon
My hearts broke, like a disassembled artery
Just know that you will always be, apart of me
Apart of me

And I don't, want to lose you
Feeling like were drifting, so far away
Oh, and you don't, want to give up
But so much mistrust, has led you astray
Oh, Were losing, losing control
No more control, is all I can say
Oh, were losing, losing control
No more control, we've lost our way