Lyrics Confessions - Cam'ron

Father
Yes my son
Forgive me for i have sinned
Its been 21 years since my last confession
21? that seems like a very long time for
You to miss confession my son
Yeah but i'm only 19
19?
Yeah
Thats interesting
Yeah its like i just have these dreeeamz and you know

Yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo
Yo father where you wanna start
How i love ladies
Or how i'm slug crazy
Or how i'm a thug maybe
From a drug baby
I mean more than just a slight high
I mean father i'm blind out my right eye
Don't mourn and cry

Cause we were born to die
So fuck mom and father cries
I was one never to bother guys
But when my girl got sadamized
I was dramatized
Shoved the dick down her throat and
Told her it was a taste test and

Take a deep throat so she wouldn't have to waste breath
I mean they fucked her and stuck her
I said man, fuck a age test
Cause i'm gon' go raw anyway
I'm one that like to chase death
But that guy, got to get him hit

Wild hairs and tattoos and spanish
Wait, wait, wait, who that description fit
Don't give me chrome for jenny jones
My man with the crime sheet
But he kept talkin bout my girl was a dime piece

And she had a nice figure
Drove a nice vigor
And for mr to bag her
That i had to be a nice nigga
Wait, wait, don't appall me yo
I can't jump to conclusions thats all we know

But his wife did use to call me yo
Now i roll for the hell
I'm sorry father
Let me go head and tell
How i really wanna be old in a cell
See my two year old nephew

I swear i was holding him well
Til he cried, and he cried, and he cried
I had to scold him and yell
Ya know one thing led to another
I said oh what the hell
Then i threw him against the wall

His parents i told them he fell
Thats why i'm going to hell
This shit ain't going that well
Too many things i did that aren't loose
Smoke and leaks like giving a car a boost

My grandfather got me mad
And i peed inside hid orange juice
And asked him if its tangy
When i'm angry
Then one day
When i thought it wasn't a sin left

I ran into my aunt
With the fat ass and the thin chest
I don't really wanna talk about it
Or get in depth
But father i'm gon' leave you

With this last word called incest
You know what i'm sayin'?
My son, my son, remember the words of the lord.
Isaiah chapter 59, verse 1, behold, the lords hands is not shortened
That it cannot hear, but your enipirings have separated
Between you and your god, and your sins hath speakath