Lyrics Life Is Hard Pt. 2 - Cameron Philip

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Lights drop down, look in my eyes
I've been here before, like, too many times
Ever since I was born, I run, I hide
"Man, you seem a little torn"
It's good, I'm fine

I lie, stop, look 'em in the eye
Look, I know you think you know me, but I'm not that guy
I'm not that man, I'm not that dude
Do you cry, go inside, wanna die? I do, I'm fine

No, I'm not, wait, no, stay
Wanna tell you what it's like inside all day
Wanna let it out but don't wanna push you all away
Wanna show you what I feel, all love no hate
No, wait, wait, I know I'm not alone (I'm not alone)
I know I'm not the first to feel unknown (feel unknown)
I know I'm not the last, I know I need help
But why love me if I don't love myself? Like

I've been lying to myself (to myself, like)
I feel like dying, I need help (I need help, I need help)
So, I've been hiding from myself (from myself, from myself)
But now I'm trying, can you help?

I drop down to my knees now
Don't tell me how to feel
Secrets no one can find out
Want to forever lie down

Night sky looking down on me
All alone, but I feel a crowd on me
I feel it in my heart, yeah, deep in my chest
And I'm standing so still but I feel out of breath
Yeah, my mind's running, but I walk out at a slow pace (slow pace)
Hate this feeling and I wish it'd go away (go away)
I wish that it would leave, I wish that I was calm
I got tears on my cheeks, man
What the fuck is wrong? I'm gone

Heartbeat going so fast
Got me wishing I was numb, like I'm living in the past
And i wanna go and run, but I can't do that
Man, where did this come from? I'm so sad
Overwhelming feelings in my chest
I just want this fucking day to end
"Go control your breathing" well i can't
I just want this life to end

I've been lying to myself (to myself, like)
I feel like dying, I need help (I need help, I need help)
So I've been hiding from myself
But now I'm trying, can you help? (Can you help?)

I drop down to my knees now
Don't tell me how to feel
Secrets no one can find out
Want to forever lie down