Lyrics Melt the Sun - Carbine C

I've lost the sort of contentment
The strength carried this burden of a body
Now I'm lost with nothing
Hoping I can find a way
Longing for a place to call home
Where one can be whole
Where one can just breathe
But I can't find duality
No balance
As above so below

But I'm so fucking low
How far can I go?
Deep down this rabbit hole
I cant sow the past
Cant let shit grow
Won't let shit go
So I burn it all to the...
Ground

Nothing but the holy truth in aim
Destroy what remains leaving but a fucking stain
God forgive me
For I am me
I am you and that's the fucking truth
We systematically look for something that we won't ever know
Something we won't ever find
Something that's always in our mind
But that's fine mock me losing my mind I'm fine

Longing for a place to call home
Where one can be whole
Where one can just breathe
But I can't find duality
No balance
As above so below