Lyrics Trying Not to Love You - Caroline Smith

My God, what does it mean
When I call
To talk
And I fall apart
If you won't pick up your phone
Guess I can't
Admit I'm in
Over my head
That I'm falling down that slippery slope and climbing back into your bed
Please baby
Let me go on living in the eye of the storm
Please baby
Let me go on thinking that I'm in control
When I'm
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When he leans
I lean
Hanging on his candor
Just another fan girl
If he goes
I follow, 'cause
Maybe if I'm with him
I won't get to thinking
Please baby
Let me go on living in the eye of the storm
Please baby
Let me go on thinking that I'm in control
When I'm
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When he leans
I lean
Hanging on his candor
Just another fan girl
If he goes
I follow, 'cause
Maybe if I'm with him
I won't get to thinking
It gets harder and harder and harder to ignore
The bad things
When you keep on you keep on you keep on giving me things that ain't good
It gets harder and harder and harder 'cause I'm starting to see
What you're keeping from me
And still I'm begging for more and more baby
When I'm trying not to love you (When I'm trying not to love you)
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you (When he leans)
(I lean)
When I'm trying not to love you (Hanging on his candor)
(Just another fan girl)
When I'm trying not to love you (If he goes)
(I follow, 'cause)
When I'm trying not to love you (Maybe if I'm with him)
(I won't get to thinking)
When I'm trying not to love you
(Trying not to love you)
(Trying not to love you)
When I'm trying not to love you
(Trying not to love you)
(Trying not to love)
When I'm trying not to love you
(Trying not to love you)
(Trying not to love)
When I'm trying not to love you
(Trying not to love you)
When I'm trying not to love you