Lyrics Enjoying the Company - Cat Farmer

Can't explain how happy I would be
With you laying right here next to me
I'd look over and I would see
Everything that I'd ever need
But I look over and I just see the wall
It's pretty hard to move when I gave you my all
Oh man, I tried
I thought things were fine
Then you left without even sparing a goodbye

But such is life
I guess I'm fine
It's getting old and I don't have the time
Or energy to be sad all day
But at night I guess it's okay
Cuz right now I don't think that I have too much of a choice
Can't fall asleep cuz when I'm drifting off I hear your voice
It fucks with me and you know that I really hate to say
That I don't have any idea why you went away

I enjoyed the company while it lasted
And I hope that soon I'll get passed it
Erase your face from my memory
All the good times, it's not easy
I hope that I don't ever have to look at you again
I don't mean to be rude but you lost more than just a friend
Maybe I misunderstood cuz I am kind of a dunce
I didn't think forever was just a matter of months