Lyrics Seasons End - Cedo

The darkest days of my life now behind me
Seems I only got a couple friends right beside me
The past leaves haunting memories
And enemies are taunting
Not one for flaunting
But I'm proud of all my progress
I gotta confess
And I gotta express
One point I was beyond stressed
But I'm blessed
And I'm tryna be the best
But everybody wants to hate because I'm different
Not knowing what I've been though
Not knowing help was few
Broken down on my knees
Not knowing what to do
Yeah
Dad won't talk to me
My friends don't know whats happening
Ain't even walking through this life
You seen me I was staggering
Whats happening?
Im back again?
One way ticket on the struggle bus
Pulling on the cord
Screaming that I've had enough
They all said it was a season
I want it to end, Im barely breathing

I lost my friends
I lost my ways
The seasons end
The darkest days

Leaves turn from green to gold
Still needing someone to hold
Struggle started when I was 7
Hearing fights crying to heaven
I turned to a teen
Its been three years now and it seems like
None of my dreams are even dreamlike
Nightmares every day of the fight
Tossing and turning every night
Clinging to the past and I wanted it to last
Never wanted any of this
Maybe God's got a meaning in store
I swear I tried to ignore
Temptation of the abyss
And I truly miss
The brighter days of my family
Has the season come to an end?
Or has it barely began?
Ive always thought I was a good man
The last 3 years I wanna restart it
Swear I've had enough of feeling motherfucking broken hearted
Yeah!

I lost my friends
I lost my ways
The seasons end
The darkest days

I know theres a meaning to all this pain
I've gone through the storms and I've walked through the rain
Finally broken through the chains in this life
The seasons ended the darkest days are behind me

I lost my friends
I lost my ways
The seasons end
The darkest days