Lyrics Staring at the Ceiling - Charlie

I've had my fair share of sleepless nights
Head spinning, thoughts rushing, I'm dissatisfied
Tired of the bright lights, they're blinding me
Wondering why you ever bothered to stick with me
I've been a fucking mess since day one
I'm stuck inside my head, I need someone
I wonder what your friends have said about me
I know you don't care though so why do I even fucking bother

You got me staring at the ceiling again
I'm wondering if you think about me too
My thoughts are pounding at the back of my head
While you're moving along to something new

It's been 8 months and counting, yeah I'm keeping track of days
We're in a weird kinda lull, this feeling just won't go away
Non j'ai du mal à continuer, j'ai l'coup sous l'eau et j'ai plus pied
T'arrête pas d'taper dans mon crâne, y'a des jours j'veux tout oublier
T'es toujours là, tu me suis, t'es comme un esprit qui m'affronte
J'avais juste envie d'un peu d'paix, tu peux pas m'laisser deux secondes?
C'est pas comme ci on avait pas essayé de l'faire fonctionner
Mais on était tout les deux crevés et on a juste abandonné

You got me staring at the ceiling again
I'm wondering if you think about me too
My thoughts are pounding at the back of my head
While you're moving along to something new