Lyrics Badway - Chri$tian Gate$ feat. Elation

I been stayin up late
Feelin good in a badway
I don't give a fuck about a sad day
I'm just tryna live and if it ends I'm hoping that I'm going up it's not enough you know
Im always moving that way
Getting money with that ad pay
Soundcloud, Spotify, bitch making mad bank
Yeah
Fuck what your dad think
Yuh
Aye
I been stayin up late
Feelin good in a badway
I don't give a fuck about a sad day
I'm just tryna live and if it ends I'm hoping that I'm going up it's not enough you know
Im always moving that way
Getting money with that ad pay
Soundcloud, Spotify, bitch making mad bank
Yeah
Fuck what your dad think
Yuh
Aye

Why is it
All I feel is numb
I can't even think about happiness if I want
All I ever wanted was my baby not something to flaunt
Cuz the pain is coming back and in a second it'll be gone
All the memories surfacing and I'm just feeling worthless
And this thing inside my head is making life without a purpose
Feel like I might have deserved this shitty ending to my curtain closing
Hoping that story of this chick is never over
Might be getting older
Might be getting older Never over all the things that I been thinking
When I'm sober they be different then the stuff I'm getting into with my homies
And the shit that people say when they don't even fucking know me

Is this real
Fuck my life yeah
Is this how I'm supposed to feel
Need these pills
Where's my wife at
You know what's givin is healed

I been stayin up late
Feelin good in a badway
I don't give a fuck about a sad day
I'm just tryna live and if it ends I'm hoping that I'm going up it's not enough you know
Im always moving that way
Getting money with that ad pay
Soundcloud, Spotify, bitch making mad bank
Yeah
Fuck what your dad think
Yuh
Aye
I been stayin up late
Feelin good in a badway
I don't give a fuck about a sad day
I'm just tryna live and if it ends I'm hoping that I'm going up it's not enough you know
Im always moving that way
Getting money with that ad pay
Soundcloud, Spotify, bitch making mad bank
Yeah
Fuck what your dad think
Yuh
Aye

She like my friends fake
Ride in my benz they
Like to pretend I give a fuck
It's killing me
Will she ever be
Right down here with me
Am I out of luck