Lyrics AWAKE - Christopher Spade

My eyelids snap open
I'm wide awake now
This side of me's been hibernating
This urge's too hard to shake now
Been on the come up for a minute
I keep out doing myself
And I ain't still reached my limit
I'm done back pedaling
I'm only moving forward
Cos staying in the past
Makes shit cycle back
It keeps you cornered
I'm still searching for myself in the cold
No Marco Polo
The farther I get, I think I'm getting warmer
I'm painting vivid portraits
Inside of my mental
To distract the fact that I've been rather sinful
I chase my own thoughts
But now they're chasing me
I've kept my head up for too long
And now I'm falling at a higher degree
Too nice to these fuckers, now they're taking advantage
Don't you think I won't jump and leave your ass in a bandage
I'm darkness in disguise
Don't try to read between these lines
I'm corrupted and disruptive
No way to fix all these lies

I'm done sleeping
It's time wake up
(I'm wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
Been stuck inside these walls
But I'm starting to out grow them
(Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
I'm done sleeping
It's time to wake up
(I'm wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
Above me is a light
And I'm still tryna find a way up
(Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)

Yeah, now this is pinnacle
I got some violent tendencies
But I swear I'm not cynical
8/28, The day the reaper arose
Just a youngin with a lot on his mind
But he had some time to compose
Flash forward, it's 2018
Spade was created and I was only 15
That's when I met my brothers
It was only us to the core
3 AM, a cold garage
And plenty bars in our arsenal
Start a war
And that's some true ass shit
I'm so deep in this now
I'm never thinking to quit
But to evolve
And transcend across it all
Cos when it comes to this
I blast em all
People be fearing this shit
Cos I'll make all these bastards fall
I got some problems
But I'll give you a million more
You don't mean shit to me
Whatchu speaking your opinion for?
(You punk bitch)
That blunt force will send you to hell
And I'm sure the Devil will give you a tour

I'm done sleeping
It's time wake up
(I'm wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
Been stuck inside these walls
But I never gave up
(Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
I'm done sleeping
It's time to wake up
(I'm wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)
Above me is a light
No more being in the dark
(Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake now)