Lyrics I Hope - Gibson , Chvse

Shit
All I've been doing is these heartbreak songs
But I ain't heart broken
More like pissed off
I'm happy she's gone though
That's a blessing in disguise
Cause now I'm finally fucking happy
And now I finally see the problem with life
Is that
You did not like me
You liked thoughts of the light
Enticed me
To decide on why
I'm rhyming to fight
Instead of trying
To find the right
Timing to strike
Cause I was through
With everything including you
Confusing moods set in
And I thought that you were though
With all the bullshit
But now there's nothing left to loose
So I step onto the mic
Everyday by venting views
To deal with all the shit
You put in my mind
Like how you told me that you loved me
But still fucked with them guys
Then coming back to me at night
And let me rub on your thighs
Until I realized signs
That your love is a lie
But still I shoved it aside
To find
What I really wanted
And I stuck by your side
While they called me retarded
Now I'm stuck in a cycle
Thinking you were important
Cause you might've fucked my past
But my tracks have absorbed it
I hope that everybody leaves you
So you can feel alone
I hope the sun sets you on fire
So you can feel at home
And I hope you regret every lie
And all the things you've done
Because I know I regret ever thinking
That you were the one
But I don't get it
Cause you let these guys
Get in your zone
But then would cry to me daily
On how
You despise your home
Or when you felt so depressed
Then would always dial my phone
Cause you thought that if I left
You would probably die alone
Look
And to be honest
I feel happy
That you don't have a guy
Who can be
What I can be
I know I wasn't perfect
And my face is filled with acne
But at least I gave my love
Instead of just fucking acting
And that's a lesson you should learn
Cause God gave you a blessing
But you burned it in return
Now you probably think I love you
Cause you're mentioned in my verse
But it's the opposite, I'm hurt
And my weapon is my words
It could be worse
But either way, I left you crying
Then you sent your bigger brother
To my house
To threaten violence
It's gonna take you more than a threat
To keep me silent
You actually have to kill me
If you wanna stop the rhyming
I hope that everybody leaves you
So you can feel alone
I hope the sun sets you on fire
So you can feel at home
And I hope you regret every lie
And all the things you've done
Because I know I regret ever thinking
That you were the one
So let me tell you in a verse
You weren't really the one
I spent my life thinking smart
Now I'm feeling so dumb
Cause I threw away women
Who were giving the love
Towards me
Just for you
When you were really a cunt
Yo I know I'm not perfect
And I've made some mistakes
One was being next to you
On a couple dates
Without knowing 'bout the dudes
You were blowing for change
And then believing every lie
That you told to my face
I hope that everybody leaves you
So you can feel alone
I hope the sun sets you on fire
So you can feel at home
And I hope you regret every thing
When all is said and done
Because I know I regret ever thinking
That you were the one
Yeah
This is what I consider my payback
Getting success off of her downfall
Yeah