Lyrics Pondering - Ci

If you fall in love
It's hard to get back up

They say love's a rush
Hope you say no to drugs

And when your time is up
Feels worse than giving up

Cause you ain't giving up
But you forced to pick up

The pieces

To fix it back up
I prolly' should just back up
And let it tumble, Jenga
Don't believe in bad luck

At all
Up all night long
Thinking, singing songs
(I'm Pondering)

No reply, no reaction
Crazy how life just happens

Pissed off man I want some action
They talk for they satisfaction

I can't be alone by accident
Guess I need my space to do this magic

Gorgeous demons holdin' my heart captive
My mind doin' backflips

Yeah, yeah

Lately I been living so lonely
Lord what are you tryna' show me

(You left me here pondering)
(Left me here, still pondering)

Pain pushing out through this poetry
New pain turned me to the old me

(You left me here pondering)
(Left me here, still pondering)

Solo, now I'm second guessing
Pressed her, ended up with depression

Love left, now I'm with depression
Still got so many questions