Lyrics Unsaid - Citizen Soldier

A painted smile that never breaks
My only alibi
Another face, another day
Of wearing this disguise

You're a shadow hanging over me
Judging every breath
All the secrets that you make me keep
I wish I could forget

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside
Like it's all a lie, and

All these things unsaid
Hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid

I'd trade these thoughts for broken bones
Just for your sympathy
Give anything to make you say
What kills me quietly

Tell me why the hell I would choose to feel
To be everything you hate?
You could never stand who I really am
So you look the other way

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside
Like it's all a lie, and

All these things unsaid
Hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid

How much longer should I scream
When you're never listening?
Now you're dead to me

All these things unsaid
You will never understand
You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside
Like it's all a lie

All these things unsaid
Hold me hostage in my head
I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend
So I leave it all unsaid

So I leave it all unsaid
So I leave it all unsaid