Lyrics Without drugs I’d be dead - Cleffy

Oh im wasted all the time
But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame in my mind
I lay my head down will i make it past tonight

Hold on wait
Im a fake
Looking in the mirror i can barely see my face
Regreting all the times i asked somebody for some space
Cause all i need right now is someone to friend, I need a friend

Man im faded
Im wasted
Complaining that i cant take it
But not changing
Amazing
Now will i ever face me

Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
Its a cycle stuck in maze
Crave euphoria i cant change
Palpitations i cant tame

Ask my mumma check my vitals even though i know im a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made out last year
If i died right now then would i go and finally heal all of the pain
But im afraid that if die then god will never ever save me

When i look into my mirror
All i sees a boy turned to a creature
So much pain inside cant see his future
So he sheds more tears these days its like a river

Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
Its a cycle stuck in maze
Crave euphoria i cant change
Palptations i cant tame

Ask my mumma check my vitals even i know im a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made out last year

Oh im wasted all the time
But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame in my mind
I lay my head down will i make it past tonight