Lyrics Sp/it - Clutch Cabin

I'm in love with the pain
But she left me
Why the fuck I still wait
She's in my head please
Stay far away
Don't you test me
Think I need another day
Cuz she's resting
Long nights ahead when I'm happy
Songs write themselves when I'm masking
I'm gone like the wind when she's packing
I'm off like ten, twelve, when I'm crashing

And I don't wanna be me when I am
I only wanna be me when I'm not
And I don't wanna be free when I am
I only wanna be free when I'm not

I took the day off
Now I'm feeling like shit
My feet are way off
Of the cold pavement
And I guess I asked for it
I lost my passport
I wanna fast forward
I want a fast foreign
But this is a crash course
Open my last door
Twenty-two years on foot
I got bad sores
I got some sad stories
But imma laugh for it
I get bad orders every damn morning
I get mad cornered in every damn corner
Wasn't prepared for even a half war
Am I enough for a bitch
I need a shoulder
I need a crutch for a split
Personalities, I don't wanna be Clutch for a min
Enough of this ditch that I dig
I ain't going up for a bit
Feel the same, no diff
I'm all aim, no hit
All I make is hits
Still don't make no sense

Cuz I don't wanna be me when I am
I only wanna be me when I'm not
And I don't wanna be free when I am
I only wanna be free when I'm not
I don't wanna be me when I am
I only wanna be me when I'm not
And I don't wanna be free when I am
I only wanna be free when I'm not