Lyrics Going Through My Mind - Concept

Going through my mind every day every night
Had to lose my mind just to find some peace of mind
So im telling myself it's too late now I already made it this far
So i am going through my mind
Searching thru my past
Tryna grab a memory
Maybe make it last

Got me thinking bout the days
When we used to sit and laugh
Now my life is empty
And it truly makes me sad

I remember what you said
"Even when we are apart"
"I'll always be your friend"
I wish that was true
But this feeling just won't end
I'll never be happy
But at least
I can pretend
Until the fucken end

So i am going through my mind
Searching thru my past
Tryna grab a memory
Maybe make it last
Thinking bout the days
When we used to sit and laugh
Now my life is empty
And it truly makes me sad
So im going through the day and night
Had to lose my mind just to find some peace of mind
Telling myself it's too late now
I already made it this far x

I remember what you said
"Even when we are apart"
"I'll always be your friend"
I wish that was true
But this feeling just won't end
I'll never be happy
But at least
I can pretend
Until the fucken end
Ya i know this right here will not last
I've been moving so fast
Like where did the time go
I've been waiting for weeks trying to get my mind right
Going through the day and night

So i am going through my mind
Searching thru my past
Tryna grab a memory
Maybe make it last
Thinking bout the days
When we used to sit and laugh
Now my life is empty
And it truly makes me sad
So going through the day and night
Had to lose my mind just to find some peace of mind
Telling my self its to late now
I already made it this far
Ya i already made this far