Lyrics Falling Under - Crucifix_X1 feat. Lil Donny

I feel shitty right now
And the only way out is through the bottle
Take another sip has become my motto
So take a sip
Take a sip
No I don't really give a shit
So take another sip
Nother sip
No I don't give a shit
I'm falling under
Under
I'm falling under
Under
I'm falling under

Yo I'm falling under
The influence
No wonder

I feel shitty right now
Try to make myself happy again
I don't know how
Usually music helps me
But not right now

So I'm just gunna take a sip of some alcohol
See if I can do it without the toll Hoping I can carry on

I haven't been myself lately
They tell me to be happy
Why don't you make me
With my father missing him greatly
This alcohol will be my coping mechanism hoping that'll tame me

Keep sipping
Keep feeling
Not myself
Keep tripping
Keep peeling
Away till I off myself
Get the shotgun from off the shelf
Pop the shells
It's about to be the Columbine massacre inside my hell

Taking each life till I get rid of the pain
Living each day
Tell me why they always seem the same

Get up
Get dressed
Get fucked
Depressed
Nobody else sees my stress

And right now I'm feeling lonely
Nobody truly knows me
Nobody to love my achievements so failure is feeling homey

Falling under
Falling under
Darkness and eternal slumber
The alcohol is more of a mother
Then my real one so I suffer

My father was an alcoholic
So I wonder if I'll go in his path of catastrophic
Lifestyle without any profit
And when he did he would blow it
Literally making things chaotic
For himself and his kids
But luckily they turn out the opposite

But the mental issues are still there
Now I'm depressed because your not there
To tell me how to get through this fucking stupid toxic depression in the air

It won't go away
And my words are like a broken record
I keep saying how I really feel
But nobody gets it
That's why I come off as aggressive
I have to yell my feelings and hope I get progression
Into actually dealing with the trauma thats already put dents in
Not like you would get it
So get the fucking message

Yeah get the fucking message
Drop it low my feelings stuck up in the hearses
Now reverses

It's just a phone
But I know it's not gonna hurt till burst
Till it blows
It's not gonna be me it's gone be you
Feeling like I gotta go
I gotta go

Yo get the fucking message
Get the fuck up off my song yeah
I don't give a fuck
He's got a gun up in my song
Yeah I don't give a fuck

He's got a gun up to my head
Taking meds
Oh shit he's a threat
He's a dead threat

Yeah I'm falling under
Under
I'm feeling shit right now
Woah oh
I'm falling under
Under
Falling under
Under
Falling
Under
Yeah take a sip
Take a sip
I don't really give a shit