Lyrics S.O.S (feat. Marku) - Crucifix_x1

Yeah, feeling lost in space
Now I need an SOS
I'm stuck out here
And I don't know how to get back

Recently I've been too far in my head
I keep overthinking things and it has led
Me down dark paths, wishing myself to be dead
So I reach out to anybody who's willing to take my SOS
Keep getting up to work, only thing keeping me fed
But to be honest, I rather be in bed
Anxiety and depression in stone it has been set
Why do I keep treating my family with neglect
I don't call I don't even fucking text
But they know in their hearts I wish them all the best
And I know it makes them upset
One instance fills me with regret
My pop passed, I spoke to him once a month at my best
Yeah I said at my best
I should have spoke more, before he left
Twice now I've been Deja vu ing peoples deaths
This life is a simulation and I need an SOS

All I need is an SOS

Yeah all I need is an SOS
Too far up in my head
Too far gone, now I rather be dead
Yeah all I need is an SOS
An SOS
Too far up in my head
Too far gone, now I rather be dead
Yeah all I need is an SOS

It feels like I've crossed the line
Lately i been reminiscing what a waste of time
It really hits at night, all the fucking could've, would've where's the wine at?
I know
Tell me where's my spine at?
Climbing out of bed feels like I'm chained to a micro-van
God, it's so hard to break the cycle
Running round with my head off 'till I'm idle

Yeah all I need is an SOS
Too far up in my head
Too far gone now I rather be dead
Yeah all I need is an SOS
All I need an SOS
Too far up in my head
Too far gone now I rather be dead
Yeah all I need an SOS

I thought it's going to be a while before someone gets this
So I'm going to take in awe at this dying star
It's happening right now, right here
The Halcyon System