Lyrics Young - Cruize Fx

When I was young dumb stupid and blind
A naive kid who would use up his time
On other people i thought had true love in mind
But to find they was they lying i know thats sign
I gotta grow up and show nuff i must be
Looking for love in everybody but me
What a fantasy it would be so lovely
I'd be the happiest in love with somebody like me
But she wanna party with her girls every single weekend
Never wanna chill when i tell her im free then
I'm freakin this other chick just to release them
Feelings I keep inside that made me weaken
A hopeless romantic turning to a player
Curse that i made turning to a prayer
Flame in the void burning like a crater
Working on myself learning to be greater
If its conditional then i don't really need it
If it's unoriginal then i don't really want it
I know a real approach to the heart when i seen it
From someone genuine when i felt more honest
Now im lying cheating deceiving
Treating all these girls like i don't need them
Lost on love while dealing with demons
And the cycle continues with issues and feelings young

Looking for love in all the wrong places
Giving ourselves to humans with pretty faces
Pain that you left with trails of long traces
Deep memories of you can't erase this
Some say this work belongs in gods graces
Some say its karma trying to make spaces
I say its tasteless how you can take this
Fake this shake this heart and just break it
Great i became everything i hated
Not patient enough because i waited
Too long to make a real decision
So i changed everything i envisioned
Hurt people hurt people thats true
If i heard people say anything i ain't knew
That'll probably be the reason i don't ever text you
Cause i got these emotions i'm just trying get thru
I don't know where i'd be if it wasn't for my passion
And i could look for something in it to keep me distracted
In back of mind I'm just thinking I'm attaching
Thoughts of you and i trying to make this happen
Here i am again i know it must be
Easy to let go for anybody but me
At the end of the day its always just me
Staring at a wall knowing you even don't trust me (damn)