Lyrics Chardiversarry - 1 year gone 1mil tears gone - Crusty Carl

Crussy on dat beat
Cute noises
Loose lips and fueled aggression couple drink to ease the tension
Keep me in a cell it'll at least numb the pain or
At least take cover from the rain
Full of memories I wish I never saved in my head
I look around a familiar room
Looking for you it's just a dream I be dyin' in my dreams
I be dyin' in my life I be dyin' all the time you know what I like yea
You know me and Reaper tight I ain't been fightin
Aint nobody gon cry as much as i did out my eyes
When I saw chard stiffly lyin it be messin up my nights
Wish i could see the light Im hallucinating not seeing you here
The fact im illuminating cuz im blinded by a tear its been a year thats too long
I'm ready to die I put the words in a verse
I'm not even gon lie don't wanna lay in a hearse
I wanna die without either of the sides getting hurt
Honest to God surviving this stuff feels like a curse
I envy the ones that died and
The ones that tried and then found love why
Can I not be on either side of that equation
I've tried and failed so I'll take my invitation
To hell
Yeah I get there by laying in my bed
And by staying in my right state of mind up in my head
Am I dying am I dead
Am I trying to forget
Am I doing anything or is this all a side effect
Were you just a side effect?

Loose lips and fueled aggression couple drink to ease the tension
Keep me in a cell it'll at least numb the pain or
At least take cover from the rain
Full of memories I wish I never saved in my head
I look around a familiar room lookin for you never
Though id be Missing a balloon
But you have that side effect on people
So i just wanna die
Now you make me wanna die so i sit in my room and cry
You know chard you were my best friend
Well now, we can just say, I am a log in a bowl)