Lyrics Devil's Lettuce - Bluj , D2

Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I have been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to want all the smoke
Used to always be broke
Used to act like a joke
Used to always be provoke
Used to be so damn dumb
Used to be so damn numb
Used to drink all the rum
Used to act like a bum
Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I've been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to start all the fights
Used to think it was right
Used to sneak out at night
Used to never feel freight
Used to think I was cool
Used to act like a fool
Used to break all the rules
Used to always ditch school

Look, I ain't really tryna say that you shouldn't smoke pot
Cause if thats my true, then it's my rule that I have fought
It's not some shit, that I'm saying, cause I got caught
I can promise you that it is not
Cause I know how it is, it's fun to stay hot
But it's hurting my heart, starting a clot
This has been in mind, it is just a thought
I know you only live once, so don't miss your shot
But it's not for me
As you can see
And trying flee
From the scene
Staying clean
Wish I'd seen
Since I was a teen
Its obscene
No lean
And no green
That means
I can find a queen
Should keep that in my scene
Need hope
Not dope
Staying clean I got the soap
Pick a spot on the globe
Keep your focus use a scope
Go get up do not mope
Keep climbing use a rope
Keep steady down the slope
Gotta keep going it's my only way to cope
Look, I just wanna get some straight
They say there is no thing a cannabis addiction
When I heard that, I was questioning their diction
Cause I think there is some contradiction
Either that, or all of there words are fiction
If you need proof, look at my past condition
To even see it, you barely need vision
I just can't believe that was the decision

Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I have been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to want all the smoke
Used to always be broke
Used to act like a joke
Used to always be provoke
Used to be so damn dumb
Used to be so damn numb
Used to drink all the rum
Used to act like a bum
Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I have been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to start all the fights
Used to think it was right
Used to sneak out at night
Used to never feel freight
Used to think I was cool
Used to act like a fool
Used to break all the rules
Used to always ditch school

How can they not see it, are they just stupid?
Trying act all smart, looking like a doofus
When I get there, this will disrupted
I hate that are media is all polluted
They should shut their mouths, they should be muted
Or even even kicked out, they should be booted
The media's is screwed, it has been ruined
What can I say, it has been proving
So, if you want to go and be devious
That's fine, just don't be like me, the previous
Cause you'll think quitting is the easiest
But it don't work that quick, take time for obedience
And you'll have withdrawals, probably sleepiness
It's gonna be hard, you know it'll be tedious
Just being real, why would I not be serious
Telling you the truth, just in case you are curious

Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I have been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to want all the smoke
Used to always be broke
Used to act like a joke
Used to always be provoke
Used to be so damn dumb
Used to be so damn numb
Used to drink all the rum
Used to act like a bum
Thought my life was over
It became a rollercoaster
Found the man on my shoulder
Ever Since I have been sober
But I will not be a poser
Cause I used to be a smoker
But now I am getting older
Have to act like I'm an owner
Used to start all the fights
Used to think it was right
Used to sneak out at night
Used to never feel freight
Used to think I was cool
Used to act like a fool
Used to break all the rules
Used to always ditch school