Lyrics Dying Words - Dante

You might never understand the things I've been through
But I could try anyway
I know my scars aren't visible enough to prove to you
The demons I keep at bay

'Cause every single day's another echo
Of what I could've been if I could let go
But I don't care, I don't care
At least, that's what I say to the mirror
And all this conflict underneath the surface
It beats me down until I'm fucking worthless
But I don't care, I don't care

If all the money in the world was all mine
My sanity I still couldn't buy
So if I go, then at least you'll know
About the highs and all about the lows
'Cause these will be
My dying words

Since I was just nine years old I've been surviving it
The war inside of my soul
And as I grew into my God-forsaken adulthood
I only feel deeper through the hole

'Cause every single day's another echo
Of what I could've been if I could let go
But I don't care I don't care
At least, that's what I say to the mirror
And all this conflict underneath the surface
It beats me down until I'm fucking worthless
But I don't care, I don't care

If all the money in the world was all mine
My sanity I still couldn't buy
So if I go, then at least you'll know
About the highs and all about the lows
'Cause these will be
My dying words

You mistake all of my struggles just for apathy
Like I'd be satisfied with blood pouring out of me
Because I'm climbing Everest on just a calorie
And I just can't believe that you'll really never, ever see
It's been in front of your eyes the whole time
Shed so many tears I don't cry, I'm all dry
And if you're really an ally of mine
Then come around and stand by my side

So if I go, then at least you'll know
About the highs and all about the lows
'Cause these will be
My dying words
If all the money in the world was all mine
My sanity I still couldn't buy
So if I go, then at least you'll know
About the highs and all about the lows
'Cause these will be
My dying words
My dying words