Lyrics Grown - Darian King

Walking through the crowd
I'ma keep my head down
Till I bust a fake smile
No one ever cares, so that's why I never share
What's going on in my mind

I say I'm doing good, I say I'm doing fine
It's really all lies
If I told you how I felt, it'd be awkward as hell
So I keep it all quiet

No, I don't wanna go to the show or another club tonight
No, I don't wanna drink till I throw up, what's inside
And I know that I used to be the one who'd party all the time
But I've grown and I know what I want and it's all mine

30s is hitting me, honestly that shit is killing me
I'm not impressed like I used to be, ugh
The money is useless, see
It's really the thing that's deppressing me
The stress release, the best relief, the wins and losses get to me

By 33, I plan to be retired on the island on a yacht out with my family
We on the beach, it's not a dream, manifesting destiny
Sometimes life don't take you on the journey that you plan to be but plan for me

No, I don't wanna go to the show or another club tonight
No, I don't wanna drink till I throw up, what's inside
And I know that I used to be the one who'd party all the time
But I've grown and I know what I want and it's all mine