Lyrics Paradox - Darren Isaiah

Man I can feel this demon on the back of my neck
I see this mother fucka' eating up most of my check
I feel I'm losing my endurance and most my respect
But I'm acting like a bitch so what I expect?
Yea, yea insecurities are carved in me
And all this dust in my eye make it hard to see
All this gravel in my mouth make it hard to breathe
And all this coochie in my mouth make it hard to leave
I done turned to a frog, I should "ribbit" today
I should show up to her house and beg her to stay
I should look through my box of my VHS tapes
I should stand in the mirror and ask for a date
In my room alone dancing like I'm Carlton Banks
Wit' no food in the fridge or a carton to drink
My nose been stuffy for 3 days I can't tell if I stink
Where's my award? I got so many people to thank, yea yea

What a weird little paradox this is
I'm not even sure if I have the strength
What a pretty little house that we've built
Wouldn't it be real funny if I tore down it's limbs

Kakarot shit' I was training today
I was eating lots of fiber, no straining today
I was grinding up in Jersey, Chef Ed Mixtape
And that was on the same day my ex was fucking her date
And that was on the same week that I traveled to Queens
Tryna' get this asian woman to do something wit' me
What you staring at me for? Boy there's nothing to see
Who would of guess how recluse I would turn out to be
Aw yea, aw yea I was living today
Me, myself and I, we had a little picnic today
I didn't drink the red wine but I ate sour grapes
And all this self-sabotaging had me stuffing my face
I ain't really like the feeling but I'm loving the taste
Who gives a fuck if I win, boy I'm loving the race
Photographic memory every since I was eight
Who would of guess that would turn to my dangerous fate? Yea yea

What a weird little paradox this is
I'm not even sure if I have the strength
What a pretty little house that we've built
Wouldn't it be real funny if I tore down it's limbs

What a weird little paradox this is
I'm not even sure if I have the strength
What a pretty little house that we've built
Wouldn't it be real funny if I tore down it's limbs