Lyrics Vignettes - Elijah Banks , Dave Zup

Hit a road block but I'm cruising now
Learn from the game I took the student route
That's why it take so long to put music out
Handle every thing I do with care like a new child
Had some insecurities I used to act on
Tried to wear the wrong shoes and lost traction
Got back up running
Now I'm on a new coast
In a new suit
Red thread like saffron
I'm a long way from 42nd
See back when Cudi was in 10 Deep
I was having dreams about the place that I'm in now
I guess God had a plan for the frenzy
He let me bypass a lot of jake shit in my past
Humble brag but I've seen angels lose wings for the bag
Pawning halos for cash in a world gone mad
I'm tryna do more than just sit back
Yeah

Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life but it's for real
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life but it's for real

Sapphire baby
Avoid absolutes chase maybes
All that
Uncertainty surfacing certainly
Can move you to retrograde like mercury
But progress don't come without unease
I was stepping on stages with doubt on me
Used to pay uh
Now I make all house fees
It's not much but getting asked is all I need so
Ain't it peculiar
Le Corbusier chair to sit in prayer
I disappear completely
Strobe lights blown speakers reaching
Way past the amount considered peaking
Alone now loud as a sold out show crowd
The organized noise of an outcast's mind
Bits and pieces make a lovely design
The best part is it's one of kind
All mine

Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life but it's for real
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life
Don't know if this is for life but it's for real

I don't
Know if this is
For life or for me
Gotta be free Oh yeah
Be free

Don't know if this is for my life
Sometimes it can be cold outside
And you know that you know
Yeah

I don't know
Don't know if this is for life
But life ain't free
Got to trust in-between

No this is for life