Lyrics Mile 1/2 - DavidCrypt

Introduce myself like
Hi I'm David, I would like to be your friend
I'll shake your hand, I'm sorry, what's your name again?
You can call me on your phone, if I don't answer, call in ten
But, the way that things are going I don't want this night to end
I just wanna feel like this, every day, twenty four seven
But I know when I wake up, I'll feel glued to my bed
And every day of the week will just distort and bend, until the next
Until the weeks and even months start to mesh
Ummm

Nonsensical, pulling words out of my ass
My favorite color is black, I wanna be a boyfriend
I wanna have connection, like all my best friends have
Maybe be a little taller, the chance to hold on a hand
Ooawhhh
I should have it well, the odds are stacked to my end
And honestly I do, but I can't shake this feeling that
Every day I'm gonna die and every nights my last chance
If i spend all my time standing when is my chance to dance, it's corny

But really I do, half of my dreams I die in them
Half my dreams I feel the pain if I get shot or cut in half
I feel every single thing, and I wake up half passed the time I was supposed to wake up, even hours passed
And every day is charcoal black, understatement that I feel bad
I have dreams my family died, myself, my friends, and
Some are reoccurring and some I've never had again
All I know is somethings wrong, and I refuse to get help
Shit

Last night walked to this party, none of my friends went
I went but walked alone, a whole mile and a half
And it's fall so it's cold, cold drink in my hand
I got there and walked home, another mile and a half
It's over