Lyrics WHAT HAVE I BECOME? - De'Andre

Reminiscing and remembering the past times
Love you 'til I flatline
Love you 'til you're no longer mine
I know we said it's all fine
But it never was really alright
It's crazy the things on mind
Damn, it's like how you can't make it right now
Memories and jealousy you always gotta fight now
Talking 'bout you envy me is something I don't like now
Talking 'bout my enemies who never want to quiet down
There's a whole side of me that'd I never thought I'd learn about
Nights in this hotel room when I didn't think I'd scope around
My past it won't last and I know that it just had to fuck around
And I am so done and broken but you will never see it now
Damn, I push it down
We gon' make like hundred thou'
Counting up the rounds of this shit like I'm Rocky Balboa
I wanna talk to her
I won't do it to you
I'm gonna love you 'til I'm growing old
Would you still bleed for me? Cause I never know
I'm knocking this shit down like it's some dominoes
What have I become? Because it's getting old
I'm lost inside, but it'll never show
Never show, never go, never hold
Friends are here, they come and go
I don't know, I won't fold
Aye, steadily doing what's wrong
Steadily doing what's right
Steadily doing the things that do me fine
(What have I become?)
Reminiscing and remembering the past times
Love you 'til I flatline
Love you 'til you're no longer mine
I know we said it's all fine
But it never was really alright
It's crazy the things on mind
Damn, it's like how you can't make it right now
Memories and jealousy you always gotta fight now
Talking 'bout you envy me is something I don't like now
Talking 'bout my enemies who never want to quiet down
I be changing personalities just like the seasons
Maybe I'm bipolar 'cause I do it for no reason
Maybe I am Palpatine, the way I call it treason
Through my eyes I see it
Said some things but I will never mean it
What have I become? (What have I become?)
What have I become? (What have I become?)
What have I become? (What have I become?)
What have I become? (What have I become?)