Lyrics happy pills! - Dead Space

Feel I act irrational when I'm the one to blame
I'll keep on putting up defenses before it gets too late
It's okay it's all good
Don't wanna speak up but she wish I would
No that I wouldn't even if I could
Cause I'd act like a bad actor in hollywood

Won't pretend I need your attention
I'm not hooked on your affection
So many bridged burned
But so many lessons learned
Rather have love scars forget a friendship
I'm not getting played
Took a lot of L's but that's okay
Cause that's what made me who I am today

I just wake up look at the sky
Forget who I was way back in the past
And take a few happy pills
Just to remember to feel things
Focus on the real things in life

In life in life in life in life
In life in life in life in life