Lyrics I'm Not Okay, Pt. 2 - Deadfish

If I died you wouldn't know
You always see me smiling, so
I don't blame you, it's my fault
My life is moving so slow

Message me and I'll pretend that I am out of range
Call me on my phone yeah, nothing's gonna change
Laying on my own is something I am getting used to
I would love to talk about it but don't want to bother you

On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm
On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm

I am not okay, I am not okay
Yeah
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
Of me
I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain
'Til the end of me

My heart has stopped beating
Because of the coldness
That I spread around me
And I haven't died yet
But my feelings did
Time is frozen in place
Everyday is the same
Nothing has changed

And even though I'm not okay
Still you don't hear me cry every other day
Maybe someday I'll open up
So at the moment I'm not givin' up

On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm
On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
I'ma take 'em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm

I am not okay, I am not okay
Yeah
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
Of me
I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain
'Til the end of me

I am not okay, I am not okay
Yeah
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am (oh)
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
Of me
I'ma hide my face, hide away the pain
'Til the end of me