Lyrics Martyr Complex - Deathbeds AU

Cut me deep, so I can feel it
My reliefs when you enjoy it
Discomfort and desolation
I will always come second
Instead of leaving I will change it
My precise need to never destroy it
Replace one problem with another
I just want to be your lover

PAIN
PAIN, I want it
PAIN
PAIN, I need it
PAIN
PAIN, I want it
PAIN
PAIN, I need it

Instead of leaving I will change it
My precise need to never destroy it
Replace one problem with another
I just want to be your lover

I - wanted you - to hate - me
Please - fulfill - my - misery

They tell me not to stay, I don't know where to go
I suffer everyday, hopeless to say no
You say that I want it
As broken as it is, I still feel complete
When im mistreated, or called obsolete
I say that I need it
Neglect me and leave me alone, suffering ordeal of misfortune
you will never know it

You say I want it
I say I need it
You don't know
You say I want it
I say I need it
You don't know
You say I want it
I say I need it
You don't know
You say I want it
I say I need it
You don't know

I force myself to be your lover
Even though I'm just another
Can't even call my own
Hated to the bone
Why can't you love me