Lyrics Rainfall (feat. Reuben) - Reuben , Deception

These raindrops keep falling on my head
Don't feel the same about the things I said
And girl I want you, but we can't get this right
I want to love you but I think I'm lying to myself
If we keep carrying on
You think it's best I'm sure
But I can't hold you to my ways
You know I'll never change
Couldn't love you but at least I tried
Not much to say but at least I get to sleep at night
And I can't nullify the pain with all my vices
Just need a remedy to keep me feeling right
Telling me that my intentions isn't righteous
But you were never one to pay the price
Just let me down again
Should've seen it from the start
You was the ends

And every day, the sun goes up just like it sets on my head
I told them I preferred the rain, and they mistook what I said
They're looking at me like I'm fine, but to be real, I'm a mess
And they would think I'm fucking weird if they knew I wanted death
I've been living in a world, of which, I don't have a place
I know that I ain't living right, maybe I'm just a disgrace
Everyone else is living right, can't keep a smile on my face
They cracking jokes and all that shit, but I can't smile in they face
Sitting by the windowsill
Life has been a headache, maybe I should take more than one pill
This line is cliché, but I can't tell exactly who is real
Who's gone be a friend and which nigga is here to make a deal
All the things I'm thinking still
I might be better off just letting go and moving slow
And at this point, I've got impatient, but who cares to know
I'm on some stupid shit, like waiting on my hair to grow
And on some music shit, like waiting on that song to blow
There's been a lot of shit I've seen in this lifetime
Like niggas getting jumped tryna get home in the nighttime
Step inside their shoes so you can see what they life like
And everything I've seen is them begging for a lifeline
I might deserve to suffer
I might deserve the sadness
I might deserve the pain
I might deserve the madness
I might not understand it
But yes, I'm learning to
And there's a lot I'm planning
So I ain't comfortable