Lyrics TBH (I'm Sorry) - Dee Watkins

X-Trac been killin′ em
Yeah
I had to move on to better things
You know what I'm sayin′
Aye

The drugs fuckin' up my brain, I put the Perkies down
I had to find another lane, I got a purpose now
I had to leave that bitch alone, It wasn't workin′ out
My nigga finally got some money, he been splurgin′ now
I told KeeAri I'm sorry if I did you wrong
I′m being honest, I'ma keep it real in all my songs
Just to be honest, it′s better if I leave you alone
I couldn't blame you when you told me you was movin′ on

I guess I don't know how to feel to have my feelings hurt
My niggas strong, got on the drugs
He took a million Percs
Couldn't believe it when I see Lil′ Ham up in that hearse
I lost Lil′ Neat the same year, this shit be gettin' worse
I′m so lost, don't know who to give my love to
I would be lyin′ if I told you that I love you
I should've put that condom on when I fucked you
But it′s okay now
It's okay now

Know I gotta be honest with you
I ain't been no perfect nigga, you feel me
But you know, I′m real
Ayy, okay

Dreamin′
Not surprised when you told me you was leavin'
Grinding hard, I was working on the weekend
And when you told me that you love me
Did you mean it? No you ain′t mean it, uh
Givin' you my pain, that′s like givin' you my heart
I probably go insane if we ever was apart
Put that pistol to his brain, I′m tryna get his ass apart
Shawty let me paint her face, I treat it like a work of art
Lawyer fees and court dates, this shit been getting tragic
Yeah, I got them racks, but I be chillin' I ain't flashin′
I go out in public and forget that I ain′t average
I been tryna build a relationship with my daddy
Ayy

Niggas ain't your friend, they just around for the money
They ain′t with you when it rain, but come around when it's sunny
Young nigga, old soul, like I′m Benjamin Button
And no I don't do magic, but I turn nothin′ to somethin'

I know they ain't
They was rooting for me to make it
But they ain′t want me to make it this far though
But I′m here

The drugs fuckin' up my brain, I put the Perkies down
I had to find another lane, I got a purpose now
I had to leave that bitch alone, It wasn′t workin' out
My nigga finally got some money, he been splurgin′ now
I told KeeAri I'm sorry if I did you wrong
I′m being honest, I'ma keep it real in all my songs
Just to be honest, it's better if I leave you alone
I couldn′t blame you when you told me you was movin′ on