Lyrics You're Not Alone. - Demmene Syronn
When
it
began
it
was
adventurous
I
never
meant
to
push
the
outer
limits
of
emptiness
Excursions,
turned
to
impulsive
urges,
to
be
where
the
birds
is
Thirsty
and
nervous,
but
still
not
afraid
To
take
grams
to
the
face
in
the
back
half
of
the
day
Til
the
sun
would
come
running
right
back
out
to
play
It
was
me
against
the
voices
Peeping
out
the
curtains,
geeking
Not
in
the
mood
to
be
amused
by
any
person
The
dark
hours,
alcohol
and
cigarettes
Lost
on
a
long,
hard
road
of
introspect
Strange
contemplations,
stress,
how
much
is
left?
These
heart
murmurs
got
me
questioning
my
intellect
The
quest
for
the
original
stimulation
I
used
to
get
Physical
unrest
is
a
residual
side
effect
Sometimes
I
go
so
distant,
I
disconnect
I
didn't
think
I
was
addicted,
I
was
different
Didn't
want
to
smoke
or
inject
it,
I
was
sniffing
it
Had
a
love
and
hate
relationship
with
a
stimulant
Something
about
the
way
she
made
me
paranoid
was
interesting
Plus
she's
always
whispering
"Daddy
can
we
take
another
sniff
again?"
Fidgeting,
feeling
like
somebody's
always
coming
And
when
you
going
hard
it
causes
erectile
dysfunction
Caught
up
in
the
chase
and
maybe
running
from
your
demons
If
you're
falling
downhill
you
probably
need
to
stop
skiing
Money
makes
the
world
go
round
for
some
people
Just
not
me
though,
I
got
my
own
road
to
travel
And
I've
come
too
far
to
turn
around
now
Some
things
you
gotta
just
let
go,
before
they
take
over
your
soul
I
know,
sometimes
it
just
feels
so
impossible
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now
I
remember
snotty
noses,
small
talk
and
large
boulders
Sinus
infections
as
a
result
of
long
binges
Bad
decisions,
mad
shady
business
dealings
Secret
stashes
hidden
in
the
drop
ceilings
Late
night,
playing
a
slave
to
desperation
Wasted,
suffering
from
sleep
deprivation
Lacing,
every
blunt
but
never
called
it
freebasing
Chasing
escapism
is
the
lonely
destination
Pacing
back
and
forth,
I'm
checking
all
the
door
locks
Lack
of
inhibitions,
I'm
confessing
all
my
sore
spots
Think
my
heart
could
stop,
why
am
I
chopping
up
more
rocks?!
Should
I
save
the
rest?
Yes,
but
did
I?
Of
course
not
There's
overdose
potential
and
cardiac
arrest
considerations
But
they
were
never
stronger
than
my
cravings
The
ride
is
borderline
exhilarating
When
you're
gasping
for
air,
every
breath
is
precious
respiration
I
never
met
a
girl
that
tried
and
didn't
like
it
I
never
liked
the
pipe,
the
high
was
kind
of
frightening
Life
is
valuable,
some
might
even
say
it's
priceless
So
why
did
I
decide
to
provide
for
my
vices?
I'm
surprised,
that
I
survived
through
the
crisis
I
tried
to
describe
but
there's
just
nothing
like
it
My
advice
is
be
very
careful
with
your
vice
grips
Cuz
I've
seen
many
men
infected
by
the
white
virus
Money
makes
the
world
go
round
for
some
people
Just
not
me
though,
I
got
my
own
road
to
travel
And
I've
come
too
far
to
turn
around
now
Some
things
you
gotta
just
let
go,
before
they
take
over
your
soul
I
know,
sometimes
it
just
feels
so
impossible
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
You
need
to
know
you're
not
alone
now,
no
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