Lyrics Divide - DempseyRollBoy

Theres been so many nights where I try and I try
But I can't even lie I can't hold it inside
I can't hold it inside I feel frozen in time
I feel broken I hide from myself I'm deprived
When the red moonlight shines and the oceans divide
I say my last goodbyes I'm just losing my mind
This song is super sad but I bet it make you bounce bitch
I just want some weed I rolled I smoke it with a down bitch
I'm sick of being outcasted I feel like i'm surrounded
I'm looking for a reason to live but I haven't found it
Suicide is scary but it's always on my mind I
Wouldn't mind if everything was over cause tonight I
Think it's perfect timing when theres no one in your life I
Might as well just end it's been one hell of a ride I
Know that everyone will think i'm gone too soon
But either way i'm leaving taking off zoom zoom
Shorty hit me up on face time to see if I would answer
Cause she knows i'm impulsive my life is a disaster
I'm nothing but a cancer she think she knows the real me
I'm fucked up in the head but for some reason she feeling me
That's cause she is too we're a perfect match ideally
I don'y know what to do I wonder what she see in me
Theres been so many nights where I try and I try
But I can't even lie I can't hold it inside
I can't hold it inside I feel frozen in time
I feel broken I hide from myself I'm deprived
When the red moonlight shines and the oceans divide
I say my last goodbyes I'm just losing my mind
Riding on a wave I feel better when i blaze
Bad little thing she don't know to behave
I don't let her get to close I don't want my heart to break
Don't you get it i'm afraid to make another dumb mistake
Everything around me is moving in slow motion
Move it for me baby just move it in slow motion
I don't wanna love you just fuck you i'll be open
About it cause I don't have control over my emotions
I'm sorry if i don't reply i'm too busy staring at the sky
I don't even feel alive how could I if I live a lie
Where am I going I don't know i'm losing my way I lost hope
I should've never sold my soul i'm wilting away like a dead rose
Theres been so many nights where I try and I try
But I can't even lie I can't hold it inside
I can't hold it inside I feel frozen in time
I feel broken I hide from myself I'm deprived
When the red moonlight shines and the oceans divide
I say my last goodbyes I'm just losing my mind