Lyrics Healing Is Harder - Derek North

What a twisted contradiction
Such a sinful satisfaction
Safe inside the trauma cycle
Tumble down another spiral
Justice has nothing to do with it
Numbness, praise it for the simple gift
Freedom is living in a heart of stone
All alone

Healing is harder than staying in the pain
No matter what they say
Keeping your sanity becomes the one priority
When everything around you burns
Misery makes sense
Fears are instincts
Feeling safer by staying in the pain
I am staying in the pain

Confusing my identity with fear pain
Losing myself to who I am again
Hiding deep inside a heart of stone
All alone

Healing is harder than staying in the pain
No matter what they say
Keeping your sanity becomes the one priority
When everything around you burns
Misery makes sense
Fears are instincts
Feeling safer by staying in the pain
I am staying in the pain

Feel the radiance of emptiness
Mysterious, impervious
Shape of helplessness and hopelessness
Feel the radiance of emptiness

Healing is harder than staying in the pain
No matter what they say
Keeping your sanity becomes the one priority
When everything around you burns
Misery makes sense
Fears are instincts
Feeling safer by staying in the pain
I am staying in the pain