Lyrics Right Now - Derez De'Shon

They ask where I'ma be in ten years
I tell 'em, I hope I'm here
If don't one of these lyin' niggas kill me
Playing the cards that God deals me
Risking it all, showing the real me
I can't lie, it gets hard sometimes
Sometimes, yeah, sometimes (Sometimes)
Its getting hard sometimes (Sometimes)
Gettin' hard sometimes
I keep faith, see it in my face, I been crying all day
I'm tryna figure out a way, to makе it to tomorrow
Missed calls, got my phone on silent
I can't еven talk right now
Right now, I can't talk, 'cause I'm feeling like I'm lost right now
Everybody lookin' at me like a nigga owe 'em, but I'm off right now

Every conversation about money nowadays
Everybody want something from me nowadays
I don't even know where I'm going nowadays
Praying to the Lord, save me
Devil on me hard, lately
I'm seeing demons in the dark, know it sounds crazy
Man, they lookin' all strange
If I'm different, then its 'cause it all changed
Thought it was all love from 'til you a star
Niggas tripping, I don't see my dawgs the same
Look at all I lost, look at all I gained
Derez De'Shon

They ask where I'ma be in ten years
I tell 'em, I hope I'm here
If don't one of these lyin' niggas kill me
Playing the cards that God deals me
Risking it all, showing the real me
I can't lie, it gets hard sometimes
Sometimes, yeah, sometimes (Sometimes)
Its getting hard sometimes (Sometimes)
Gettin' hard sometimes
I keep faith, see it in my face, I been crying all day
I'm tryna figure out a way, to make it to tomorrow
Missed calls, got my phone on silent
I can't even talk right now
Right now, I can't talk, 'cause I'm feeling like I'm lost right now
Everybody lookin' at me like a nigga owe 'em, but I'm off right now

Staring at these empty bottles
I got a problem, hell yeah, I got a problem
I ain't the only one, everybody got 'em
But when the [?] get weak, who 'gon catch him when he falling
Too many people depend on me, I can't leave on 'em, I got no option
I put it all on the line, every time,
To make sure my people ain't starving
Still have the same nightmares when I
Was sleeping on the floor in the apartment
Get in the booth [?] like Clark Kent, but I'm no Superman
But I gotta be for everyone who believed in my from the start, yeah
I swear nothin' came easy, it was hard, yeah
Came from everything, don't even got a heart left
I gave 'em everything but my soul, all I got is the scars left

They ask where I'ma be in ten years
I tell 'em, I hope I'm here
If don't one of these lyin' niggas kill me
Playing the cards that God deals me
Risking it all, showing the real me
I can't lie, it gets hard sometimes
Sometimes, yeah, sometimes (Sometimes)
Its getting hard sometimes (Sometimes)
Gettin' hard sometimes
I keep faith, see it in my face, I been crying all day
I'm tryna figure out a way, to make it to tomorrow
Missed calls, got my phone on silent
I can't even talk right now
Right now, I can't talk, 'cause I'm feeling like I'm lost right now
Everybody lookin' at me like a nigga owe 'em, but I'm off right now