Lyrics XX III - Devin Vegas

I wont deny im feelin used
All my life no real excuse
In my rhymes you hear my music
Losing time but still im movin
Harmless scars i feel the bruises
New to nooses how i do this
Foolish tryna ruin my business i cut calls off
Addicted and its time to admit it but what yall on
Rather see me fail than to finish so fuck all yall
People keep on telling me these things that i dont need to know
All I'm really trying to do will give my fucking queen a throne
Many freinds of devin asking where did all your demons go
I dont even fuckin know but all i knows i need a home
And even tho i see the stones ive set, i step beneath the road
I mean im dope but know that where i rest is blessed with bleeding throats
My stress it lessens pressin smith and wessens to my freaking dome
Depressed with nothing left i guess its best for me to be alone
I guess its best for me to be alone
Youre better off just leavin me alone

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you
When you tryna see the light with no life left in you
When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you
Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you
Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not
Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought
Shocked and shattered
Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got
I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot

Hard find out what the point is
For this constant dissapointment
And man i just been annoyed wit
Life im tired but i enjoyed it
Now i notice all my efforts
Probably wrote a different presences
I play chess this isnt checkers
Steady stressin living reckless
Don't invest this bitch a deathwish
Lemme rest and get my mind right
Expect me to forget the fuckin best time of my life
High as kites tryna fight why you taking my advice
I dont know whats going on
I aint mr know it all
I just know what i be doing
And at this fuckin point i dont really wanna do this
If lifes like this i aint living for the future
Yall are fuckin puppets why you living like computers
Who you who you think im thankin of
Sedated when the day is rough
I know i needa change it up
And go above pain and drugs
Since the nation lost my faith and called for satan i dont pray enough
Maybe i dont pray enough
Aint wakin up today i say too much or i dont say enough

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you
When you tryna see the light with no life left in you
When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you
Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you
Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not
Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought
Shocked and shattered
Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got
I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot

Head as high as i am as im dyin i believe its worse
Silent suicide is fine if finally it just seems to work
Wouldn't be the first of times ive tried its time to leave this earth
Need to see the worth of words, it hurts when i complete a verse
Its hopeless tryna make a song
My focus, motivation gone
Told you i aint scared to fall
Think these pills are wearing off
Really i dont care enough
Cant believe i chose this
All these doors my keys dont open
Never thought id be so broken
I pray that she dont know this
But i cannot live in a world like this
Take another hit then i hurt my wrist
Im sorry broke my promise but its worth
That risk
Shit
My chest it aches with every beat
Await the day they set me free
Cant escape my memories
I see the seas ahead of me
Think its time to leave yeah
This year imma leave here
I dont wanna be here

How you posed to fight with no fight left in you
When you tryna see the light with no life left in you
When u tryna take flight, let the vikes get in you
Somethin doesnt feel right unless my night is spent wit you
Its too hard to face the facts, i cant accept it, rather not
Yet i wanna take it back my passion trapped my train of thought
Shocked and shattered
Battered, mad my past surpasses where ive got
I think about yu way too much, i think about this shit alot