Lyrics Wrote This - Diabolic

These forces that often remake time & space,
That can shape & alter who we imagine ourselves to be,
Begin long before we are born & continue after we parrish.
Its been a long time since we talking openly
I acted out so y'all would notice me I'm awkward socially
Was told I should find God while holding these rosary beads
Seems everybody knows what we need except for us
I just know I'm growing these seeds they need some groceries
Please it's so cold that we freeze
Unless police said it then someone close to me bleeds
Uncontrollably we get it nobody's free
You pretend, for lost souls my poetry breathes through my pen
And hopefully I'll see you again until then
I'll leave you with how deep you extend
And I'mma see you ascend from beneath you condemned
When telling Iszu your sins that's between you & him
And all the evil shit that we do just a means to an end
This here's a preview for friends &
Family who fell victim to the construct
Their in hell I'll share a cell with em' for my conduct
Another product of a failed system
Y'all just mock us it's too hard to deal with realism
I don't got much just wisdom I acquired through life
It burns inside you they feel it in the fire you write
But words divide you let's pretend we try and unite
The hate & the love imagine what we capable of
And what's attainable will make the unbreakable budge
At least eventually never be the same as it was
But if you let it be, it's better than just breaking up bud and
Smoking chronic acting lackadaisical buzzed
You go beyond it I promise if I'm lying I'm dying
Its so ironic we kill ourselves trying to survive
That's why...
Sometimes the shit that burns in my soul is to much to cope with
Asking why the world so cold?
Yo I don't know kid but as the world turns & unfolds
I'm staying focused hoping that I learn as I go
That's why I wrote this, for everybody stuck in a spot
That's why I wrote this, I know y'all have suffered a lot
That's why I wrote this,
All I need's a beat & a rhyme to give a
Voice to anybody who's in need of a sign
As the drums hit the one and the one hits the two
This the dumb shit you do when you run with your crew
As a young kid blunt lit some sip a brew
Changes come quick most of em' will jump ship it's true
Like some punks, it's confusing but it's like a right of passage
As we grow up yo what part of life is that shit
It's so fucked I know but you choose to fight the madness
Or you'll go nuts like so what the worlds psychopathic
Diesel roll up point a rifle at us like we strapped
Eating doughnuts harassing them cuz half my friends are black
So we go buck wild like when animals attack
As they show up cuz either way they'll stab you in the back
I don't know much I do know you take it in stride
And keep building trying to find a way to survive for these children
Who always seem to imitate the pain that we
Feeling when really they initiate the change
So you can let it go get to know the
Inspiration gained or just let it grow
Otherwise you'll live today the same hey you never know
Cuz with all the syndicated fame &
Material wealth we need some serious help
With our priorities as of now we barely a shell of who we ought to be
I think how each experience felt & it's a part of me
That's how I stay real to myself it's who you are to me
Not the ho appear as you sell that shit is meaningless
Friends who care what you achieved like they need the shit
Will probably just say fuck you & leave
When you need your click
The same ones who cut you & bleed your
Ass dry only in it for a piece of that pie
That's why...
Sometimes the shit that burns in my soul's too much to cope with
Asking why the world so cold?
Yo I don't know kid but as the world turns & unfolds
I'm staying focused hoping that I learn as I go
That's why I wrote this, for everybody stuck in a spot
That's why I wrote this, I know y'all have suffered a lot
That's why I wrote this,
All I need's a beat & a rhyme to give a
Voice to anybody who's in need of a sign