Lyrics Cemetary - Different Boats

Put my heart in the grave
My chest decays in a cemetery
Drilled a hole in my lungs
But the high was temporary
I took out my brain and I left it on the floor
Although I hate it, wanna feel the pain some more
I plucked out my eyes so I could see the world
Cause before, they were trapped, only looking at a girl

Looking at this girl cause she's so pretty
Overthinking and that's when it hit me
Broken guitars can't play the right tune
Broken hearts can never heal soon
Walking through a graveyard. I see myself
Allie's at my funeral, happy in hell
Trumpets played and everyone was crying
My decayed corpse was in the casket just lying

I don't wanna feel this way I'm not dead
My thoughts are a cemetery in my head
I did all this work but she's still not in my bed
Hear a few shots and my chest fills with lead
I don't wanna feel this way I'm not dead
My thoughts are a cemetery in my head
I did all this work but she's still not in my bed
Hear a few shots and my chest fills with lead

Blood in my lungs
So I can't breathe
Tighten my bandages
While I grit my teeth
I look up and she stands over me
I can't see her well but I know it's Allie
She holds out a gun and points it at my face
The gun disappears and soon it's replaced
She holds out her words and they kill me slowly
Better than a gun would've, wish she didn't show me
I plucked out my eyes so I could see the world
Cause before, they were trapped, only looking for a girl

Looking for a girl cause I feel lonely
She'll break my heart and then pull me in closely
Broken guitars never play the right tune
My heart will never ever heal soon

I don't wanna feel this way I'm not dead
My thoughts are a cemetery in my head
I did all this work but she's still not in my bed
Hear a few shots and my chest fills with lead
I don't wanna feel this way I'm not dead
My thoughts are a cemetery in my head
I did all this work but she's still not in my bed
Hear a few shots and my chest fills with lead

Girl look in the mirror cause damn you're so amazing
You tell me I'm your friend, at this point, it doesn't phase me
Wish I could turn back time cause I loved when we were dating
Wish I could hold your figure, all day I know I'm tracing
Everything you do to me it's not even on purpose
Tell me, God, why the hell do I even deserve this
At least she let me down slowly and that's just on good service
But it made me hurt worse, I'm still fine on the surface

I felt bad for my eyes cause they saw nothing but this girl
I plucked them out so they could actually see the world