Lyrics Through Black Aura - Diligence

Long, seemingly unbearable is the journey through this black aura
Rewarded with repentance, with fresh insight
A recognition never comes on time
Is it something to be celebrated?
An ancient image? object to adore?
Where deepest regrets are being cumulated?
What is this all for?
I used to think there′s only pitch black but it is always the opacity
The amount of covering matters,
Every day there are different layers yet!
Different virtues have always led me to light when
Throbbing heart defeated my speech, shut out own resolution
Through thickness i will flow, surpass the anxiety, i will know
My stare is my eternal sin
I was, i am, i will always be ruined in some capacity
Mother of almighty universe,
Listen to me please for i have sinned.
Dipped finger into the darkest tint and licked its sweetest edge
I'd taken cleansings like this
Before, tarnished, i felt obliged to ignore
This enervating journey may as well be more than terminal

Through thickness i will flow
Through thickness i will know