Lyrics a letter to me - Dixie D’Amelio

Used to be held captive by my fears
Shackles on my wrists like souvenirs
Lost myself in anything
Couldn't see the ending through my tears

Used to hold my tongue and play along
Only knew that I had to be strong
Lost my own identity
Didn't know what in my world was wrong

Sugar-coated all my pain
Couldn't help it, I was just a kid then
Begging for a break

Now I'm 20, pushing 21
Hoping that I'll be someone
Running from the person I created when I had no one

20, pushing anxiously
Hoping that I'll be happy
Writing to the person I wanna be

In a letter to me
In a letter to me

So, I'm done letting myself bleed
In a spiral of my own self-pity
I'm done searchin' for remedies in people who don't care about me

Yeah, there's a lot of things I don't know (don't know, don't know)
But I know that I'm on my way
To finally bein' okay alone

No more sugar-coated all my pain
Couldn't help it, I was just a kid
Begging for a break

Now I'm 20, pushing 21
Hoping that I'll be someone
Running from the person I created when I had no one

20, pushing anxiously
Hoping that I'll be happy
Writing to the person I wanna be

In a letter to me
In a letter to me

(Ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah, ah-ah)
In a letter to me