Cry for Help

Everyday I wake up feeling fucked up.
In my own zone left alone feeling tucked up.
Nobody checking on me got no homies gonna (ride).
Everyone who said they love me they not even by my (side).
Now I can't trust nobody
Suffering thru all this pain
Don't know who really fuck with me
Or who here curse my name
Tryna run game or use me
Betray or fool me . So I'm left here on my own all alone...
(I) can't even like this sh*t
I. (cry) I'm alone, got too much (pride)
Fell in so fking dead in (side)
I wanna (die) all the (time)
Told me you will never leave me never
Said ain't no greater feeling when we are together
It's whatever
Cuz now I'm trash
Threw me away
Didn't look back
So fking sad cuz I get treated like I just so fucking bad
When I'm there for everybody look around me
Now I'm crying alone
And it ain't how it pose to be.
When I die don't come to my funeral
Say how much u love me
All the fake sh*t the usual
Cuz now I am alive and I do not feel the love
Everybody using me I don't know who to trust
When I die don't come to my grave
Saying how good that I was and all the impact that I made
Cuz when I needed you, you where gone
You didn't even care and left me on my own all alone .