Lyrics Whisky, Vodka, Rum, Pt. 1 - Dr. Dru feat. Big Daddy

Drunk again, drunk again
Got a belt in his hand, smell the whiskey on his breath
I lay scared, trembling, all alone
Hiding in the dark, using the light from my cell phone

Wish he wouldn't come home, it's me that he seeks
My life as a vampire, now I never sleep
What will he scream this time as he always does?
That I'm good for nothing, I completely disgust?

He would hit me in the stomach and hit me in the chest
It was always combos using his right and his left
My wounds and bruises yellow, almost healed
Ive been beaten so badly each time I think I will be killed

His violence breaks free as I become his enemy
Fighting to stay alive, fighting to survive
But when I fought back he went more on the attack
My rebellion always left me more blue and more black

Whiskey to the vodka to the rum
For him it's all fun, for me it's all blood
Tears down my face, always beat me 'til I break
I'm his son, will I make it through to the morning sun

Anger welling as my eyes started swelling
Tears down my cheeks, will this end? No telling
Dad's beating me again and I don't know why
He hadn't hit me for weeks, now I'm broken and cryin'

He beats me so badly, my face bashed in
Another hospital ride, x-rays and people askin'
All be asking, how did that happen?
Was I at school and I got to scrappin?

Saying it looks like it hurts real bad
I couldn't say a thing I just glanced at dad
'Cause I knew if I said anything
His eyes would glimmer a deadly sting, and more pain he'd bring

On the way home I sat and stared
Wondering what it'd be like to have anyone that cared
Mom died at childbirth, dad never forgets
He says I killed her that day, that day we met

He says I ruined his life and my life was wrong
It's all he ever says, it's his endless song
I knew the story all too well
Because this was my life it was my living hell

The only type of affection that I ever saw,
Wasn't hugs and love, but jabs to jaws.
Enslaved in a childhood of endless nights
Endless frights, I was so scared to incite,

That demon in him that would just ignite
And make him uptight, nearly costing me my life
I would do anything I could do to show my dad
But it was never enough, he was always mad

I would wake each day with a fear and a fright
Hoping and praying tonight is not the night.
But it seemed my prayers didn't have any might
Here comes the footstep shadows from the hall light