Lyrics Tired - Drayz

Why am I always so fucking tired
Thinking I'm getting better but that's shots fired
Like we in the wars, with the transpired
Crashing every single day that's not what I desired
When I finally think I'm okay, I retire

I'm so fucking sick of this
Put me back down into this dark list
I'm sick of this
I was doing so god damn good
Oh I missed
Don't you get the gist
This is your life now
Stop looking for another way out
There's always a way out
You were the one that found that out

When you try and stay in the present
That's all you can do
Not think of that past or the future
Because that gives you fuel

Fuel to burn deep down inside
Your brain will think it's on your side
It'll need to reinterpret why it will collide
Doing this until you die
I wish I couldn't lie
Because it doesn't feel right on my life
I can't believe till this day
You couldn't leave your place
Barely go outside like
Oh shit, are you okay
Every single day you try to play
But you don't get up
You sit in bed all-day
But hey, you just got there recently
Months ago when things finally became okay
You finally became carefree
Your mind did not run free thank god for thee
But it will always come back for the second spree
You will control the inevitable
But these events of the unfortunate
Make it hard to go

It's so fucking funny to me
That months ago
You couldn't even go for a drive
Sit in a car and go someplace outside

And now you're thinking of getting me off it
But then it hits back and you cuffed it
Thinking of getting me something and you stuffed it
Keep it in your hands so you know you fucked it
You'll bounce back you always will
It's something that stays back in the pill
You'll be fine, you'll be okay
Just think of the present day

Why am I always so fucking tired
Thinking I'm getting better but that's shots fired
Like we in the wars, with the transpired
Crashing every single day that's not what I desired
When I finally think I'm okay, I retire

Yeah (yeah)