Lyrics One Day at a Time - Hard Target , Dusty Leigh

I'm my own worst enemy a critic at heart
Can't pull myself together cause I'm falling apart
I chug me a millers and I take 2 shots of dart
The pain fades away now the party can start
I hide all my problems extremely well
But I'm broke in the inside if you can't tell
I'm blind to my blessings I'm as bad as it gets
Probably end it all now if it wasn't for kids
I'm successful I know I'm financially fit
But til money can buy love all this money ain't shit
My house ain't a home all in love with me gone
In a room full of people I feel alone but I know that

One day
I'm gonna find my way and I'll be fine
Taking it one day at a time
I know one day
One day I'm gonna shine
Taking it one day at a time

One day I'm gonna fold 'em up and I cash out
I can never catch a break I'm on a fast route
I drink away my problems standing under black clouds
I say I'm done then I turn around and black out
Momma forgive me this liquor's killin' my kidneys
I know the devil wit' me but I just can't seem to slip him
I'm praying to the Lord and I'm just wishin' he'd listen
Keep these motherfucking people out my business
Yeah I'm guilty but I know it
I'm broke deep inside I don't show it
Don't need a second chance I'm
Gonna blow it can't control it I'm a fool
This road I travel's rough but I chose it
And this pain that's on my back I'ma hold it need to focus but I can't
And nothing ever seems to change I just fall right down on my face
Hell I just need a ray of light to get me through place
It's too dark which way I'ma take but I know that

One day
I'm gonna find my way and I'll be fine
Taking it one day at a time
I know one day
One day I'm gonna shine
Taking it one day at a time

I found a women for comfort who thought it'd be bad
But she don't fill the void that I have
I don't even love her it's driving me mad
Beginning to doubt that this feelin' would pass
I'm living with heartbreak fuck it who cares
I lay alone in my bed even if somebody's there
Spend my weekends alone even my weekdays hurt
The weight of the world hides inside my shirt
I sleep when I can to relax my nerves
I'm at the end of the bottle and it still ain't work
You may see me smilin' and I seem kosher
I'm out of place and out of space til my face in the dirt
Another day goes by and it only gets worse
Yeah I drink and I drive only a drink comes first
I tried to take it to church in plus their closing the curtains
To show them folks that I do not want to be this person cause

One day
I'm gonna find my way and I'll be fine
Taking it one day at a time
I know one day
One day I'm gonna shine
Taking it one day at a time