Lyrics Betterment - (EM)

wanna watch me pass out
wanna watch me flip out
i keep a shut mouth

i don't want to be seen, but
i want to make a scene
i want to make something real

to help someone or to release myself
brief the world on my condition
try to improve my position

i think I have enough ambition to
fulfill a life-long mission
i'm working towards it every day

but it's so easy to fail
people make me well aware
why the fuck should I care

i'm meditating in my own way
i don't always know what to say
i'll sing it if that's okay