Lyrics Me Personally - EZ Miessi

My anxiety keeps taking over
When I feel like I am getting close
Yeah sometimes I like to be alone
To myself I've gotten closer
Through the years had to disappear
Almost came near of taking ones life
But my ex, family and friends
Are the ones who saved me from taking my life
I would like to thank my ancestors
For the guidance and knowledge they gave me
I am grateful for every second & minute I spend with the ones I love dearly
And it's tatted on me to remember
Take control and become the commander
Hold the fort and don't ever surrender
Survive overcome the thoughts and be the author

I've been
I've been dealing with plenty depression lurking for a heartbeat
I been hiding that side of my person
In fear of the truth that lies deeply within me
I've been grappling with it on my dolo
Making music has been therapeutic
Call me stupid see it how you view it
I'm making it harder for me yeah I know shit
Cuz I know
Cuz I know where this goes
When dug up it can come with rejection
I don't want to lose the people close to me
Fallen soldiers don't make the selection
I've been doing my best to keep it in the past
I've been doing my best to keep it in the past
Gotta face it for real can't keep it under wraps
But the devils agenda seeking otherwise
It's out of my control and it's been catching up
Haunting, disturbing the piece that I built
Slighlty transitioning blues into guilt
And the pain that comes with it is out of this world
Im hoping that one day it won't mess up
Destroy what I manufactured from the ground up
Fighting my fears will they ever vanish
Fighting some demons I wish I could perish

My anxiety keeps taking over
When I feel like I am getting close
Yeah sometimes I like to be alone
To myself I've gotten closer
Through the years had to disappear
Almost came near of taking ones life
But my ex, family and friends
Are the ones who saved me from taking my life
I would like to thank my ancestors
For the guidance and knowledge they gave me
I am grateful for every second & minute I spend with the ones I love dearly
And it's tatted on me to remember
Take control and become the commander
Hold the fort and don't ever surrender
Survive overcome the thoughts and be the author