Lyrics Life of Eddie Bars - Eddie Bars , Japanda

I think I understand how pablo felt
I'm tryna' see how Scarface felt too (Yeah)
I took some risk for my family dawg'
They turned they back on me, what should I do (What should I do)
I gotta older brother I ain't been around for some years
Two older sisters in situations
That bring me to tears
Couple uncles and aunties, That never got over drama
Shit that happened before I was born,
Back with my mama (Back wit' my mama)
I cousins that I never even met
Hitting me on the book, Telling me that I'm next
Just to hit me up later, Asking me for a favor
I hate to put em out there, Next to all of the neighbors but
They ain't family, I guess that's where they belong
Couple drinks and a blunt, She gone come out her thong
I got close friends telling me they love me, When I know they hate me
It's instinctive
My flow distinctive, You can't jack it
Ago Vita everything, Including the jacket
I gotta get this samples clear, Before they clean they ears
And realize I ain't just talking
I'm Macaulay Culkin, I'm home alone with this shit
And I'm not the one to mess around wit' all that talkidy' talk shit
Hit me on the Zello, Walkie-talkie be cautious
Feds on my ass, Probably wanna recruit me
I'm a CIA agent, I been placed here on purpose
Been manipulating y'all wit facades on the surface
I am nothing that you thought I was, Cuz
I am nothing that you think I am, Ma'am
Stop judging me and all my words, Sir
That's for the god to do
Couple weeks late on my B-day, I forgot it too
Don't get hesitant, Don't get nervous
Super calm on the surface, Inside imma' mess (Yeah)
I'm what the devil reject
No time for returning a text
Airplane mode on da' jet, Aye
Come on now, I'm like fire
Don't you get burnt
Come on now, You sound tired
You should come learn
I'm spaz' junky, Love ta spaz' out
Put these rappers in the trash, Take the trash out
Call mama up and tell her I love her
Before I put that mask on and go in back undercover
Before I make trip to Cinci' or Cleveland
All this dirty money, I'm a be too busy cleaning
I'm too busy eating
I get 5k for a meeting, I been fighting my demons
This gone have fiendin', I meant it I swear I'm nice
They know I'm right
Doggy you gotta be kitten man I corner mice (I corner mice)
They know I'm right
Doggy you gotta be kitten man I corner mice (I corner mice)
This is eddie life (This is eddie life)
This is eddie life (This is eddie life)