Lyrics Understanding - Eddie Lee

I'm telling you I'm tired of it
Of being humble
Tell me if you tired
Of the struggle and the pain

Please tell me if you tired of it
Of the hustle
Cause you trynna make a name
And you trynna make a change

Tell me if you tired of it
Tired of it

Lord knows my people tired of it
Swear to god my niggas tired of it

Niggas trynna tell me I can't pop my shit
Pop my trunk I'm finna pop my clip
Had to get a bag
I had stack my chips
Had pay to my damn dues
Just to talk like this

Man we trynna see some different views
Trynna get it activated
Brand new attitude
Got my haters devastated

But I'm not so good at being modest
I got new deposits
New flow got me sounding like the tropics
That mean I'm the hottest

I just pull some bands out on a shawty
Want me take her shopping
Might as well go blow it while I got it
I'll soon see my coffin
Trynna flip some wins out all my losses
I'm just getting started

I'm just letting go
I just took a dose
Off the cup lets have another toast
Picture perfect perfect timing
Baby put me in the mix

I just copped the chain right out the freezer
Neck stay like fridge
I've been on the ledge
Knocking tell they fucking let me in
If this doesn't hit
Spin it we gone do that shit again

Cause I'm tired of it
Cause my heart find time to care
But my mind doesn't
If I never get to say it
Hope the grind does it

Hold up this is greatness in the making
I just pray I make it
If my peoples' do not see some dollars
They go back taking
Locked in like they sentenced me life
Aye girl I'm concentrating
She just steady calling me a jerk
I told her I'm Jamaican
Told her that my life is on the move
And I'm still moving dolo
I'm still holding onto all this trauma
Like its pro bono

Look the shit I'm taking to the grave
Gone have a nigga lit when they lock it
Hated on the sound so bad
They won't resist when I drop this
I am still the type of nigga
Start stroll in the mosh pit

More they say they love me
Swear the more I think its hearsay
I've been trynna leave the stress
Let's have a good day
Trynna find the bright spots
Kill these thoughts that I got
It's been loading but I always stop it midway

Ladies over yea they in this bitch
And we straight kicking it
I had them baddies out here frolicking
Before the dividends
And she know she can call the kid again
When she want hit again
A marathon when I get in it man
I not no a minute man

I'm hypertensive of the pill again
Just trynna feel again
I take a look at all my scars
Aw shit I'm trynna heal again
I know the money not gone help me
It can help me deal again

But niggas trynna tell me I can't pop my shit
Pop my trunk I finna pop my clip
Had to get a bag I had stack my chips
Had pay to my damn dues just to talk like this

Man we trynna see some different views
Trynna get it activated
Brand new attitude
Got my haters devastated

Truly I am tired being humble
Every bone and muscle
Telling me to fight up out this rubble
That shit turn me cut throat

Hit the tv
Why I see my skin folk getting gunned over nothing
If the police pull up behind me
There's no questions that I'm bussing
No discussing
I did not resist cause I'm not with the fussing
Happy hunting
Won't have nobody tell my family
That home not where coming

Now tell me should I quit it
Half of me feel deep down that they not gone get it
Other half been fed up but still gone paint the picture
So nigga pay attention
Please can you pay attention

Life taught me to bottle everything I feel
And dare not open it
No matter what it is you're facing
Know that you alone with it
Through all these hours spent in therapy
I still can't cope with shit
So every time I see my niggas they gone roll a potent spliff
But every time you see a nigga try to make a ghost of him

And that's life
Life ain't never mean shit
To nigga who ain't trynna to be shit

But please don't try to tell me I can't pop my shit
Pop my trunk I had to pop my clip
Didn't have a to bag I had stack my chips
Had pay to my damn dues just to talk like this

Man I'm trynna see some different views
Trynna get it activated
Brand new attitude
Got my haters devastated

But I'm not so good at being
Tired of it
Tired of it

But I'm not so good at being
Swear I'm tired of it
Swear I'm tired of it

But I'm not so good at being
Swear I'm tired of it
Swear I'm tired of it

But I'm not so good at being modest
I got new deposits
New flow got me sounding like the tropics

That mean I'm the hottest
Okay