Lyrics Autumn - Electric Guitar

The sun sets far below the horizon
But the leaves move slowly with the wind in autumn
The leaves move slowly with the wind in autumn

I missed my therapy appointment
I somehow overslept from nights of drowning downing poison
Wanna talk about the noise but now I'm poised to keep repeating
These ugly thoughts my brain continues breeding
All my choices and my shots are self-defeating
I'm wasted every second
Tryna get myself inside the hive beyond depression
I don't need pressure
I need a breath of fresh air
I'm sorry I left you back there
I might try to say I'm not scared
But I'm scared
I'm more scared than I've ever been
I feel chills creeping through my skin
I don't talk till I'm through the hike
I say what I think till I say way too much and
I don't wanna speak anymore like
I know what's in store but I don't
Gotta pass back the ball like
Across from the square
But now all the games end up being more up in the air
And I'm more affected
This is my life, and I fucking wrecked it
Never tried to dissect it
And that was the problem, I couldn't correct it
Without self-reflection
I never knew that I could find a direction
My ego inspected
I don't wanna fret, did
You ever connect it
When we intersected?
I know that you didn't, that's what I expected
'Cause I never said it
No lines in between you could read, naturally you misread it
They say I should pipe down
But I don't know if that's what's best for me right now
I don't wanna strike out
I'm wasting my life now
With worries that I need to be someone else
I'm a goner instead and

I feel I don't need to pretend
I need to be just who I am
A friend and a rose and a gem
In spite of the thorns growing straight out of the stem
The way that the leaves always move make me never pretend

I feel like I'm just who I am
A friend and a rose and a gem
In spite of the thorns growing straight out of the stem
The way that the leaves always move make me never pretend

The leaves move slowly with the wind in autumn
The leaves move slowly with the wind in autumn